Sundayed
It was Monday
but felt like Sunday
slow air stood
heavy over yards
not moving
leaves bright
under clouds
stuck dry to
no green grass
soundless people
not in cars
swung into mowers
then vanished
clouds thick
over each other
created then scattered
over what felt rain
but wasn't
and in the sky
no planes
although there must
have been flights
somewhere
To discuss the Fat Poets Speak series of books of poems, published by Pearlsong Press
Tuesday, October 27, 2015
Saturday, October 24, 2015
A bit of advice
A bit of advice
It is not true
that men say
"I love you"
only when they
want sex.
They also want
their egos kissed.
Tuesday, October 20, 2015
To The Daddy Generation
To The Daddy Generation
Honoring Vice Pres Mondale,
with Pres. Carter to speak.
Mondale is my mom's age,
Carter, my dad's.
My uncle and aunt
are 88 or so.
My dad will be 90.
I look at the good wrinkles
soft white hair
bald or balding heads
their well-intentioned
liver marked
poll watching hands
and think how hard they fought
for that abstract, equality,
in World War 2
and after,
or thought they did
only to face the trashing
of hopes
in the 2010's
as the guns ran wild
and the cold and hot anger
from uncivil way right
states
congealed all around
the remnants
of middle class
moderate reason
Once upon a time
the Dads worked hard
;and thought it would be enough
It wasn't
.
Honoring Vice Pres Mondale,
with Pres. Carter to speak.
Mondale is my mom's age,
Carter, my dad's.
My uncle and aunt
are 88 or so.
My dad will be 90.
I look at the good wrinkles
soft white hair
bald or balding heads
their well-intentioned
liver marked
poll watching hands
and think how hard they fought
for that abstract, equality,
in World War 2
and after,
or thought they did
only to face the trashing
of hopes
in the 2010's
as the guns ran wild
and the cold and hot anger
from uncivil way right
states
congealed all around
the remnants
of middle class
moderate reason
Once upon a time
the Dads worked hard
;and thought it would be enough
It wasn't
.
Friday, October 16, 2015
A Goodbye So Quiet
A Goodbye So Quiet
Would it have helped
after 14 years
if I;d framed things
in the elaborate politeness
your language demands..
if I'd fought
in the mock-anger
you once explained..
if my impatient American self
had cooked
with masalas
and chick peas...
blended gourds
and ground beef
pre-soaked pulses...
with gentle
sour and spice
meeting...
if I'd learned
to move in yoga-rich
grace
a piquant and yet still
soul-cleansing
slowness?
Wednesday, October 14, 2015
To New York Rats
To New York Rats
One dragged a pizza slice
down subway stairs.
Another fought with
and killed a pigeon.
And believe it or not,
these were not
particularly muscled
or strong rats.
They were your pretty average,
garden variety (and yes,
New York has gardens
aplenty).
So the question is:
what is inspiring them?
Water? Air? Genes?
Police? Rat rallies?
Are they organizing?
"All rats for one
and one rat for all?"
"Rats to the barricades"?
Or are they reading up
and acting on
some inner rat core
inspiration?
"There comes a time
to every rat.."
Or is it the prospect
of autumn in New York
that powers their breathing
city rat selves?
"I love fall - more food
hanging around, and the
air sings of cool rat happy
things?"
Some blogs, perhaps,
interviews with
New York ratdom?
"Hey, it's great
to hang out in
New York subways
and in the shadow
of department stores?"
Perhaps the thought
of the Mets as a wildcard team,
and all the peanuts
they could swipe
from the stadium?
In any case, New York rats,
you're making yourselves
and city ratdom
known and feared
and clicked.
Hits in the millions.
So - a rat anthem?
Are you just proud
of making your
ratty furry peeps
household images?
The Mets. Jets.
Rets?
One dragged a pizza slice
down subway stairs.
Another fought with
and killed a pigeon.
And believe it or not,
these were not
particularly muscled
or strong rats.
They were your pretty average,
garden variety (and yes,
New York has gardens
aplenty).
So the question is:
what is inspiring them?
Water? Air? Genes?
Police? Rat rallies?
Are they organizing?
"All rats for one
and one rat for all?"
"Rats to the barricades"?
Or are they reading up
and acting on
some inner rat core
inspiration?
"There comes a time
to every rat.."
Or is it the prospect
of autumn in New York
that powers their breathing
city rat selves?
"I love fall - more food
hanging around, and the
air sings of cool rat happy
things?"
Some blogs, perhaps,
interviews with
New York ratdom?
"Hey, it's great
to hang out in
New York subways
and in the shadow
of department stores?"
Perhaps the thought
of the Mets as a wildcard team,
and all the peanuts
they could swipe
from the stadium?
In any case, New York rats,
you're making yourselves
and city ratdom
known and feared
and clicked.
Hits in the millions.
So - a rat anthem?
Are you just proud
of making your
ratty furry peeps
household images?
The Mets. Jets.
Rets?
Monday, October 12, 2015
No Just No
No Just No
Suburbs and I
don't mix.
Houses sort of apart
and streets sort of quiet
and alarms out of nowhere
with lawn mowers groaning
just when you figure
that at least you can
play in the yard
and see birds.
And when you see a neighbor
and she sees you,
there's this distaste
because you're too close
and yet too far apart
and there's no context
for hello
and a smile
just scares her
into the latest mode
of suburban
hiding.
And her body language
contorts into
some odd Philadelphian version of
not ready
Saturday, October 10, 2015
Roberts Station when we walked
Roberts Station when we walked
When we walked up to
or near
Roberts station,
it was only a sign
and a small shelter
and you only
had to cross one road
to be there
We walked near there
in spring
to spot cocoons
and we lagged there
in autumn
because of all the small
unnamed trees
turning red
on the sides
of the tracks
Now it has two roads
and islands
on either side
and a bypass -
parking lots
and nothing at all
growing near the tracks
on the sidewalks
are huge trees
and four cafes
within five blocks
all over over priced
instead of the small pizza
joint
a block away
and no one walks
near the tracks
I have no idea
of what happened
to the small trees
Nothing scraggles
or slips around
anymore
It is not allowed.
When we walked up to
or near
Roberts station,
it was only a sign
and a small shelter
and you only
had to cross one road
to be there
We walked near there
in spring
to spot cocoons
and we lagged there
in autumn
because of all the small
unnamed trees
turning red
on the sides
of the tracks
Now it has two roads
and islands
on either side
and a bypass -
parking lots
and nothing at all
growing near the tracks
on the sidewalks
are huge trees
and four cafes
within five blocks
all over over priced
instead of the small pizza
joint
a block away
and no one walks
near the tracks
I have no idea
of what happened
to the small trees
Nothing scraggles
or slips around
anymore
It is not allowed.
Thursday, October 8, 2015
Friends in Poems
Friends in Poems
Friends move, change, destroy
create, cry, laugh, get angry,
get sad, exult.
All the words they speak
or write
move in and out of lives
like unpredictable weather,
blurring then coming
around
in twisted or waving
spirals
which mean nothing
unless you were there
at the places
where lives
touched
then flew
wide to balloon
like storms
or the perfectly unsettling
glory
of just after sunset
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)